Why Jenny Saville’s Anatomy of Painting Speaks to Fertility Journeys More Than You Think
Have you ever felt that art captures the unspoken emotions of your personal journey?
Last month, I had the chance to read about Jenny Saville’s latest exhibition, The Anatomy of Painting, showcased at London’s National Portrait Gallery. It’s being hailed as the largest UK solo exhibition of her work, and if you haven’t seen it yet, it’s on view until September 7. But here’s the thing — beyond the paint and canvas, there’s something profoundly relatable for anyone navigating the winding road of fertility.
Saville’s paintings are raw, bold, and unfiltered. They reveal bodies in all their complexity — contorted, scarred, powerful, vulnerable. For many, fertility isn’t just a physical experience; it’s deeply emotional, layered with hope, frustration, and beauty that isn’t always seen at the surface. When I first read the article on Hypebeast (check it out here), I was struck by how much the exhibit felt like a mirror to the fertility journey — one that’s often hidden behind closed doors.
So, what does a painting exhibition have to do with fertility? More than you might think.
Vulnerability as Strength: Saville’s figures don’t shy away from what’s real. Similarly, fertility challenges often expose our most vulnerable selves, but that vulnerability is part of what makes the journey so brave and inspiring.
The Body’s Story: Fertility is intrinsically tied to our bodies — sometimes your body is your biggest ally, other times it feels like the biggest obstacle. Saville’s exploration of flesh, scars, and imperfections reminds us that beauty and power lie in every mark and every struggle.
Layers and Complexity: Just like in painting where every brushstroke adds depth, every step in fertility—from trying at home to seeking clinical help—adds layers to your story. It’s not just about the end goal; it’s about honoring every moment in between.
Speaking of at-home steps, did you know companies like MakeAMom are innovating to support people on this path in gentle, affordable ways? Their at-home insemination kits—like CryoBaby, Impregnator, and BabyMaker—are designed with diverse needs in mind, including low motility sperm or sensitivities such as vaginismus. The subtlety of their packaging means privacy is respected, and with a reported 67% success rate, they’re quietly empowering a community to take control of their fertility with dignity.
This kind of support is a reminder that fertility journeys don’t have to be clinical or isolating experiences. They can be personal, creative, and filled with hope — just like art.
Have you ever felt your own fertility journey reflected in unexpected places? Maybe it was in a poem, a film, or even a painting like Saville’s. For me, it’s a beautiful reminder that our stories are valid and worth sharing.
If you’re exploring options for conception, whether at home or beyond, know that there are resources and communities ready to support you. Take the time to explore what feels right for you—sometimes the best breakthroughs happen when you blend innovation with intimacy.
Before you go, I’d love to hear: How do you find strength and beauty in your fertility journey? Have you discovered any unexpected inspirations? Share your thoughts below!
Remember, just like a powerful painting, your fertility story is unique, complex, and absolutely worth celebrating.